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Have you ever ask yourself-------

'Did I tried my best?'

Are you confident enough to say

'YES! I tried ALL my best and I have nothing to regret!'

Nope for me. At least not for my previous exam. I did try but I won't say it's ALL my best. I've been telling myself 'I promised I'll try harder next time' since kindergarten perhaps, but I don't think I actually fulfilled my own promiseS.

~SORRY~

I still remember there was a time when me, ck and Guang were studying for our calculus test. I used to ask ck, 'why you seems so calm and relax while I look so stupid here?'

he told me that, 'you have no idea how much time I gave to Calculus during my secondary school, if you want to get a good grade, stop complaining and work for it! Earn it yourself!'

yea yea yea.... I did cried for several times during our free+private calculus tuition time.
and thank you so much for pampering me EVERYTIME I cried. I look really stupid that time huh? >.<

I'm getting older now and I'm now an undergraduate student in WMU, I don't see any improvement on myself though. Maybe it's time for me to stop blaming on everything and try settle down. It's not easy, give me some time and I'll work it myself. Just give me some time.


ps: I'm good in 'talking' but not in 'doing' :p